Cry of The Heart (part 1)

The first time I know I'm just ordinary
account after a while I know my feelings changed
I try to get to know you more but you're away
tried and tried but you're getting away
maybe I'm getting tired
but at the moment I began to back you try to chase me
I do not know how it is where your attitude
feelings of despair was gone
but when I started to hope again
You stabbed me with a sharp spear
and it makes my heart shattered into shapeless
and it gives me cuts that will always carry around in my life